A wake-up call from “Spirit”
It has been two years since I
wrote in this blog. I hadn’t realized
how close it was to that time until I finished what I wanted to write. I decided to post on the exact date two years
later. The goal is to write once per
month. This month I will talk about what
happened to me this year.
When you do not listen to
Spirit, something will happen to get your attention. Usually, it is not something you desire, but
it is something you have created.
What a year 2012 has been. It all began when I was fired last
February. I knew it was time for me to
go, I had been feeling it for weeks, but I never expected to be fired, nor for
it to hurt so much. I consider myself a
responsible person, a valued employee, a person with integrity, someone who can
be trusted. But being fired, when I
helped open the business and build the business and was thought of by the
customers as one of the owners, was unthinkable to me. I was devastated, I needed time to
recover. It was not my business. It was not my dream. It was time for me to let go and find my
dream, my desire.
During my grieving process I
looked over each of my astrology reports, my human design system, my destiny
reports and any other thing about my psyche I could find to better understand
what had been going on. If there was
anything wrong with me? What my roll was
in all of it? And what did I need to do to break the pattern, if there is a
pattern. What I learned is that I did
not want “just a job,” I wanted to do something that felt good, that felt
right, something that I would love to do and support myself doing it. Of course I had no clue as to what “it”
was. While at the afore mentioned job, I met many
people, however, I took only one person’s phone number with me. After a few weeks of grieving I called
her. She offered me part-time work that
in a very short period of time became very prosperous. This part-time position allows me the time
and energy to build a business with my spiritual/healing work, be out in nature
and to get back to painting again. Spirit
led me to take that number and to know when to call this person. I could not have guessed how important it
would be to me.
Being blessed with a
wonderful supportive partner, I had time to explore the possibilities. I tried to look very deeply into myself and
to figure out what it is “I” wanted to do.
I love to paint, but I do not want to rely on that for my income. I am fairly smart and can do a lot of things,
but what is it I want to do. Then one
day I saw an ad for “The Reconnection” with Dr. Eric Pearl. He was going to be in Sedona, for one evening
and then he would be in Phoenix for a weekend seminar, the following week. I had seen his book before, but there was
something about him I didn’t like, that kept me away from buying his book. This time it was different, I felt a draw to
attend his weekend seminar. After some
contemplation I decided to go ahead and get his book, Heal Others, Heal
Yourself. I was instantly
enthralled. I knew I need to go to the
weekend seminar. I did not see him in
Sedona. As it happened, my partner had
just received a bonus and we had the cash to pay for the seminar. I reserved my space, booked a room and began
reading the book.
During one of the lectures
Dr. Pearl talked about how people chose to attend these seminars. How things in their life just fell together
and allowed them the opportunity to be there.
All of a sudden they have the money, the time and the desire. “You may have even been fired, thus, opening
up the space for you to attend this seminar.”
Wow! That was me. What a trip. Was this Spirit led? I think so, I would not have looked into it if
I had not been fired. While at the
seminar, I met a woman, who is now a friend.
She introduced me to a number of other people who are friends as
well. I had been praying for female
friends, and now I have them.
It is now November. I completed The Reconnection training on
April 1, 2012. Since that time I have
remembered I am intimately connected to Spirit.
I realize, that if I quiet my mind and listen, I will have a much
clearer idea of what the next step is. Spirit
is always there guiding me, nudging me and when I really don’t listen, allowing
me to fall so I can pick myself up.
I now meditate on an almost
daily basis. I feel like I am more
conscious and aware of what is going on in my life. At times it is difficult to deal with the outside world,
with the drama. Yet it seems important
that I get out and share my love, my energy, my “being-ness” with others. This is the way I can share in the healing of
the planet and humanity, by being me, filled with all the love and light I can
receive.
I have finally been able to
see that I truly am the creator of my life.
That if I take the time to be quiet I can get clear messages that help
guide me in ways I had not even thought of.
I have learned how to be still again, I re-kindled my love of nature and
my connection to the Earth. It has been quite a learning process. First was the Reconnection and Reconnective
Healing. I was guided to rent space to
provide these services. This was only
for a few months, just long enough to meet people from my soul family, people
who are an important part of my life and learning. Then I remembered the workshop I had designed
and began offering a shorter version of that.
Next G.U.S. showed me how to do intuitive readings using the medicine
wheel and gem stones. Lastly, I was introduced
to Munay-Ki, Mayan Rites of Empowerment and Protection.
I am so blessed, so grateful
that I have had the opportunity to experience so much. It seems Spirit knows what the next step is,
even when I do not. As I state this I
think, what is it I truly want? I want
to be love, to share love, to give love, to know love… It’s what I have been saying for years.
I now work at home and have time
to paint, play and be. I give Munay-Ki
rites one night per week, offer Reconnective Shamanic Healing, Spiritual Counseling/Coaching and provide Intuitive Nature Readings and Sacred Stone
Medicine Wheel Readings.
